Sunday, August 28, 2011

another blog.

Soo me and one of my closest friends emily have decided too create a new blog, ill still post on this one but not as much. :) hope you like it xo

Saturday, August 27, 2011


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Friday, August 26, 2011

bye bye

Its always hard losing someone special from your life but in this case i think madness took over my sadness and im doing just fine. I just recently lost what i once called my bestfriend. The biggest lesson i learnt through it all, was that you have to learn in life never to trust people, ever, i was completely wrong with my instincts. I thought id be the nice person and introduce the new girl into my friends and my life, little did i know she would use me. Purely just to social climb her way through the school. I just cant see how some people can operate like that and not notice or care how many people they are hurting in the process. Its really really sad actually, one day everyone will grow up x

ah dieing

Everything - Michael Bublé by nikivaz

Thursday, August 25, 2011


Im going through a very clingy phase right now. I have currently been single for eight months, i have enjoyed it... thoroughly, as i am a very independent and self reliable person but i think the time has come where i really want to settle down. Im one of those people that pushes someone away when you get close to them. Well this year anyways i have developed the habit. I had the perfect opportunity, with the perfect guy. But classic me i ruined it. He was the sweetest ever and did everything right by me but in the end i turned and ran away because i think deep down im simply just scared of feelings. Its ridiculous. Everyone asks me why i dont have a boyfriend, my often responses include- I love being single and ready to mingle, i dont have time, i dont have the committment but the truth is i really do want one now. I hope i find the right person soon. i want the snuggles and cuddles and just to know that someone wants me back. It seems so amazing and so many of my friends have it. Maybe soon, i hope.

Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.

Currently trying to loose a few kilos. I really do hate this age when every little thing you eat or drink decides that it will make its way straight to your thighs, yeah not the boobs or anything, the body isnt that kind. Ill do a three week trial, excersising, eating like a nutritionist and downing water whenever i get the chance. lets hope it works!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

this is true

another form of procrastination

I knew i would eventually come back. Seven months and i have been guided straight back to where i started. Its not as though i have missed blogger with a passion but simply because im julia and i needed yet another distraction . Im a teenager, i sook, i cry, i winge and what better place to do it then here? noone has to listen to me so its a perfect place. life right now for me is gr8........ jks hence why this has begun again. Probably should be doing work. but. mer. welcome back everyone!